It feels like my journals are getting redundant because the last couple of ones have been the same. I’m still practicing my chords, and though they come easier to me now it feels like I’m not getting anything accomplished. It’s almost like that passion Coach Love always talks about is hiding somewhere. It’s starting to make me wonder if guitar is really for me. :/ I don’t want to stop because I feel like its quitting, I feel like there isn’t a drive there anymore; I don’t know what to do. I’m caught between sticking with it and hoping that “passion” begins to reveal itself or changing my WISE project.
Since basketball is over now I feel like I’m getting so out of shape that it’s ridiculous. In the past when high school basketball season was over I had a couple days until travel season started so I didn’t really get that out of shape; now I don’t have a next season to look forward to unless I end up getting something for college. I want to start running and doing some kind of sport so that if I do end up getting something for college, I won’t be in horrid shape. I want to make an exercise schedule so that I’ll be able to monitor my progress. I swam today and although I couldn’t really breathe I lasted longer than I thought I would (50 laps). I don’t know if I can change my project to personal fitness. I honestly don’t know what to do!
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